Tuesday, February 9, 2010

ahhh College.

Yes. I'm THAT old. :D I'm now 16 years old, 4th year High School. I'll be graduating this march with the best batch in the world. :)

Now we have to spread our wings and fly. lol. Right now though, I'm having trouble flying.

I did not pass UP *what a shocker! -not* , which is arguably the best school here in the Philippines.

hmmm, due to some problems me and my mom are having right now, it seems that I won't be able to afford the school that I have passed, which is Miriam. So, we have to think of other alternatives. She might think that I don't care about these things much, but I do. I'm scared. LOL.

Now's the point that I start to question my purpose in life. I'm sure any teen would be thinking about their future.

Well, I've got to toughen up. :) I'll take whatever my mom throws at me. I'll do anything to make her life easier.

... thinking about more stuff... i have the sudden urge to cry and puke at the same time.

To calm myself, I am now listening to good music... because music is my sanctuary.

I have no one to talk to right now. That's why I'm posting this in my blog.

I'm lost.

Where are my friends when I need them? D':